The Walk Of Life.

Life is just ain't perfect.

"It seems overrated."
Whats happening to me?
Can someone tell me?
Piece of advice at least?
Everything seems going off track.
Everything seems falling out of place.

"Questions."
Tell me what to do...
When all i want is to be with you.
Tell me what you want...
What do you really want?
Tell me whats happening...
to you and me?

"The Retreat..."
I tried...
my best to be the best for you.
I want...
myself to be near you.
What i got is just the chill...
that shivers me still.
Now that theres 2 opposing force...
from you and you alone.

"Standing my ground"
Your chilling touch and your everything else...
it's just so evenly strong.
I had to stand my ground...
under your hot and coldness.
It's not so easy...
to be me.
What can i do...
to take away your coldness far far away...
and be back with you?
I want to run away...
but your coldness fades away.
If i just give up...
everything will just shatter apart.
I can't really possibly...
stand up to anyone.
It just seems so hard...
all i wish things would be better.

"Meditating"
I just hate to be emotional...
so i replaced the words to be a little better.
And seriously i hate to be emos.
Like as if i want it to be this way...
But the feeling just engulfed me to it's fullest.
All i have is a over powered heart and a useless mind.
Full of feelings and couldn't think of any solutions.
Empty brain that thinks about unnecessary stuffs like love.
It just filled it up to the brim...
leaving no space for great solutions.
Thats why i ought to be busy.
Trying to kill myself with busyness.
So that i could not think of love anymore.

"Greener Grass"
If you could just treat me...
like the person who i knew over the net.
The way u talked to me nightly...
it just ain't the same upfront.
Why is that so...
why do you have to freeze me alone.
Making me smile back,
as if i really do to nothing.
Do you have to say "it's nothing"...
even if i miss heard what you said?
Maybe everybody else are aware of us?
Are they mocking you?...
even when i made the slightest movement.
If it's that so...
i ought to move away silently...