Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Emptyness Fills In

Its empty when you've been completed by someone else...
that never existed...







In a full heart there is room for everything, and in an empty heart there is room for nothing...






Absolutely... Ridiculous...














"Magical Magical World?"
How can you do not know,
that you've been screaming in my ear?
Have the golden silence flew off without a trace?
It seems that music could replace both of the later.
Don't worry...
It's a better place for people to think...
that they need a better place to live in.
No wonder people were migrating to a world of...
Mp3s with magical bass and treble.

"P. Injure"
P is for Physical and E is for emotional.
Their purpose is to help one's health.
However, do it wrongly...
and the table would just turn on you.
I had to just remember to do warm up before
i end up somewhere i shouldn't be.
Think of it...
Why would i just fret when it's my fault?

"Voices"
I find them neutral,
since they come and go.
It emerge and it fades.
But...
sentences from you,
stored in my mind
So divine....
that i cannot name them "voices".
Stuck in my system,
how could i delete it
else wise, self-Destruction?

"Dreams of consciousness"
Does stress causes dreams?
If it's a yes...
then i'm stress...
while in my unconscious sleep.
Not nightmare...
because I've met her in there.
And how could that be dissatisfactory with her in it?
I cannot remember...
but i tried fighting back into it...
when I've been woken up by my screwed alarm...
I could only remember dreaming of...
her...
It felt pleasing definitely.
At least...
it's not always empty...
Dreams...
please catch me?

"Retreat"
Falling back...
have some good rest...
with the one you love.
It's a temptation.
It's a privilege.
But how could i ever think of it...
when things ain't right?
When will things be right?
When it just goes into rampage mode.

"Bearly understood"
I closed my doors behind me...
into my room.
I'm brought up in silence,
thats why i'm always in it.
Nobody could hear me,
neither my screams nor prayers.
I'm brought up this way.
If i had to breakaway...
everything would just go wrong.
And when it does,
it goes back the original way.
in a circular way... it goes round and round...

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