Monday, January 18, 2010

Bombardment of Assignments

I had a great deal of assignments thats constantly bombarded by the Nazi's execution team.
They were lecturers...
Here will be the list of assignments...



Jan 22 Friday Cinematography for Visual Effects (Synopsis, Cast and Crew List and Storyboard)
Jan 25 Monday Post Production & Compositing (Work Plan)
Jan 25 Monday French (Role Play)
Jan 27 Wednesday Visual Effects (VFX Animation) 
Jan 29 Friday  Cinematography for Visual Effects  (Shooting Script)
Feb 1 Monday Post Production & Compositing (Work In Progress)
Feb 1 Monday French (Written Test)
Feb 3 Wednesday Computer Graphics for Visual Effects (CGVFX)
Feb 5 Friday  Cinematography for Visual Effects (Movie Submission)
Feb 8 Monday Post Production & Compositing (Final Compositing)
End of Semester  Character Rigging (Final Rig)


Will be very busy soon... 
Hope gym will continue.
Hope everything will go just fine.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Emptyness Fills In

Its empty when you've been completed by someone else...
that never existed...







In a full heart there is room for everything, and in an empty heart there is room for nothing...






Absolutely... Ridiculous...














"Magical Magical World?"
How can you do not know,
that you've been screaming in my ear?
Have the golden silence flew off without a trace?
It seems that music could replace both of the later.
Don't worry...
It's a better place for people to think...
that they need a better place to live in.
No wonder people were migrating to a world of...
Mp3s with magical bass and treble.

"P. Injure"
P is for Physical and E is for emotional.
Their purpose is to help one's health.
However, do it wrongly...
and the table would just turn on you.
I had to just remember to do warm up before
i end up somewhere i shouldn't be.
Think of it...
Why would i just fret when it's my fault?

"Voices"
I find them neutral,
since they come and go.
It emerge and it fades.
But...
sentences from you,
stored in my mind
So divine....
that i cannot name them "voices".
Stuck in my system,
how could i delete it
else wise, self-Destruction?

"Dreams of consciousness"
Does stress causes dreams?
If it's a yes...
then i'm stress...
while in my unconscious sleep.
Not nightmare...
because I've met her in there.
And how could that be dissatisfactory with her in it?
I cannot remember...
but i tried fighting back into it...
when I've been woken up by my screwed alarm...
I could only remember dreaming of...
her...
It felt pleasing definitely.
At least...
it's not always empty...
Dreams...
please catch me?

"Retreat"
Falling back...
have some good rest...
with the one you love.
It's a temptation.
It's a privilege.
But how could i ever think of it...
when things ain't right?
When will things be right?
When it just goes into rampage mode.

"Bearly understood"
I closed my doors behind me...
into my room.
I'm brought up in silence,
thats why i'm always in it.
Nobody could hear me,
neither my screams nor prayers.
I'm brought up this way.
If i had to breakaway...
everything would just go wrong.
And when it does,
it goes back the original way.
in a circular way... it goes round and round...

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Sub-Zero Love Affair

There are always some sweet moment in life...
But when it fades off...
What can you?
Its not neither sour nor bitter...
It could be a bit cold.... for me



















"A little bit more time together"
What i wanted... Is just a little bit more time with her.
We hardly have time together... or i could say none.
It's a whole lot better than none.
She's often online,
Similarly to me, but i'm appearing offline.

"Urge"
The urge to talk to her.
Ask hows shes been.
But how could i ask the same question every time?
It's definitely a weird moment.
"how are you?"
"what are you doing?"
Silence comes after...
Every night i expect something new that we could reach out for, i tried...
But it just goes back to the same old old questions.

"Shallow Shadows"
So when theres a moment...
that i don't felt good that happened between us...
I would just hide...
Not talking to anybody.
Melvin might be the only one that shares problem with.
I can't stop sharing mine with him.
But still, i would omit some,
Because i don't want anybody to understand me too well.
I see nothing bad nor good about that.
But i just insured myself on being kept under the shallow shadows.

"Little Swallow" 
I am pondering on why she doesn't accept me.
Is she just playing hard to get?
She come and goes as she wants.
Shes hot and cold like the unpredicted season.
It seems that she doesn't remember that i said i like her.
Which i really do.
Something is just wrong, very wrong.
If i could just reach out to this little swallow...
"